I bet some people who read my Tumblr all the time are probably wondering why I reset it. Well to answer it simply I had my past biting me in the but. Part of the changing process is that it never stops, and it is as dynamic as the ocean floor. That’s a good thing. If life was static I would still be that rotten mess of a person as I was when i first opened this Tumblr.
I received some wonderful advice a while back (what am I talking about, he gives me good advice every day) from one of my good friends, and co-workers. Starting with telling me to start examining every problem close to him (me), and then work my way outward. To change myself, and my actions to change others.
Introspection sucks! And it led to a great many changes. I truncated my Twitter in November, and I locked down my Facebook, and I disconnected my personal website from this blog. I started professionalizing my posts to the internet, and I stopped ranting for the most part (it is an unbelievably hard habit to break).
I started making a point to pick my friends and get close to them, and let loose the ones I can’t or won’t be close to (also one of the hardest things to do). I started reserving time to be home and available, and I even cleared a chunk of time every week to play board games and MMOs. I been switching up my music, eating new things, and my favorite driving (something I said I would never do).
I keep changing, and my experiences keep growing. Sure life sucks and it’s hard to deal with, but I’m still stepping forward one foot at a time. I reset this account to let loose things holding me back as part of my change. I hope my followers, supporters, and friends keep coming with me, and leave the burdens they took from me behind.
